Hello lesanne.
Thank you so much for your friend request, you seem to be a very busy lady, but i dont know if you came to me for a reason. I went to john edwards show in sydney just the other week and he gave such great closure to so many people.
Im in a really bad place at the moment in terms of needing to make an important decision, im in counselling but nothing seems to help, if you have any msg any at all any piece of information it may be just what i need thank you for your time you and your work is greatly appreciated.
Alex
take care
Transcript of Online Reading… December 1, 2008
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I recently joined Facebook. It has been so much fun connecting to other like-minded folk. I have received many emails from people asking me personal questions. When I give readings I often talk to the person for a couple of minutes, it seems that by hearing their voice I get a stronger connection with their energy. I thought that I read people by connecting to their energy from hearing their voice.
I guess this isn’t the case. I had a young woman write to me from Australia and I immediately started to receive information for her. I looked at her picture and linked up with her energy – like I do when I do remote healing work.
See our email exchange below:
Hi A,
Thanks so much for the email. It sounds like you are in a real place of transition. I commend you for digging deep and looking for answers.
I connect to people’s energy from hearing their voice. I have never tried to do it via the internet. I wish that I knew how to use the internet to give readings to people in far away lands.
I am actually a professional medium and normally charge for readings but I am feeling compelled to connect for you. I have never read someone by their photo but I will see what comes up when I try to connect with you without your voice:
There are two energies around you 1) older male feels like a father or grandfatjer. he may have smoked pipes? feels kinda tall – not a small man. maybe died of heart attack or had trouble breathing (feel stuff in chest). he feels very loving, protective. I am seeing water/boats…maybe liked to fish?
2) younger female. brown hair (?). she keeps showing me silky brown hair. did she love her hair? i can’t quite understand what she is conveying about her passing – maybe was diagnosed with something but didn’t live long? feels like there was a real surprise factor. sister-friend feeling? feeling something in my stomach area. she was funny. you two would laugh together. sending so much love
~~~
your turmoil is around relationship…two of them. feels like parental and partner.
I don’t see the partner relationship working out based on what I am feeling now. He is young emotionally. Doesn’t communicate well. Jealous? Loves you but will try to push down your natural openness and love of life. He realizes it and feels bad but can’t help himself. If you chose to leave him you will be heartbroken at first but will really grow from the experience. It won’t be long before you meet someone (a little older) who will be such a good fit and absolutely adore you. If you stay in relationship the dynamic won’t shift very much. He is not ready to grow in this way. You are learning to love yourself.
Parents…. is this with your father? stepfather? You have an old block.. resentment of some sort??? This will work out with time. Doesn’t understand you but will grow to accept. Very proud of you although can’t say it very well.
Ok…. my baby is calling.
I have no idea if I was able to connect with your energy or if this is for my next client. Feels like it was for you. Please let me know. I hope it helps.
Sending you so much support in who you are. Times feel tough right now but you will get through this – it is very short lived. Wish we could talk on the phone…
Many blessings,
L
Thanks so much for the email. It sounds like you are in a real place of transition. I commend you for digging deep and looking for answers.
I connect to people’s energy from hearing their voice. I have never tried to do it via the internet. I wish that I knew how to use the internet to give readings to people in far away lands.
I am actually a professional medium and normally charge for readings but I am feeling compelled to connect for you. I have never read someone by their photo but I will see what comes up when I try to connect with you without your voice:
There are two energies around you 1) older male feels like a father or grandfatjer. he may have smoked pipes? feels kinda tall – not a small man. maybe died of heart attack or had trouble breathing (feel stuff in chest). he feels very loving, protective. I am seeing water/boats…maybe liked to fish?
2) younger female. brown hair (?). she keeps showing me silky brown hair. did she love her hair? i can’t quite understand what she is conveying about her passing – maybe was diagnosed with something but didn’t live long? feels like there was a real surprise factor. sister-friend feeling? feeling something in my stomach area. she was funny. you two would laugh together. sending so much love
~~~
your turmoil is around relationship…two of them. feels like parental and partner.
I don’t see the partner relationship working out based on what I am feeling now. He is young emotionally. Doesn’t communicate well. Jealous? Loves you but will try to push down your natural openness and love of life. He realizes it and feels bad but can’t help himself. If you chose to leave him you will be heartbroken at first but will really grow from the experience. It won’t be long before you meet someone (a little older) who will be such a good fit and absolutely adore you. If you stay in relationship the dynamic won’t shift very much. He is not ready to grow in this way. You are learning to love yourself.
Parents…. is this with your father? stepfather? You have an old block.. resentment of some sort??? This will work out with time. Doesn’t understand you but will grow to accept. Very proud of you although can’t say it very well.
Ok…. my baby is calling.
I have no idea if I was able to connect with your energy or if this is for my next client. Feels like it was for you. Please let me know. I hope it helps.
Sending you so much support in who you are. Times feel tough right now but you will get through this – it is very short lived. Wish we could talk on the phone…
Many blessings,
L
A reading FOR my psychic… September 10, 2008
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A few nights ago I had been doing some casual reading before bed and I read a little about Merv Griffin. As my eyes became heavier I decided to close my magazine and take some time to meditate and then connect with Spirit.
At this point on my journey I am able to open and close at will. It is very rare that someone comes through unless I have consciously invited this type of exchange. That night I opened my energies to the higher realm and hadn’t intended on talking to anyone who had departed the earth plane.
Much to my surprise a very strong spirit showed up. He was somewhat intense in energy, gruff, well meaning, straight to the point. He felt strong in a muscular way, had an accent, and had red hair. He told me his name was Melm or Merm. It felt like he had a message for someone but I didn’t know who it was for – I assumed it would be for a client this week. I also thought perhaps my subconscious mind was bringing in the name Merv from the reading I had just been doing but he assured me his name was Melm. I had never heard of such a name and shooed him away telling him to come back later when I was reading for whomever it was he wanted to contact.
I was recently having a conversation with a friend and had admitted that I had had only one psychic reading in my lifetime. She mentioned that she thought that this was a little odd and felt that I should have more readings done for me, likening it to how a psychologist is required to go to therapy when in school.
Needless to say, I scheduled a reading by a psychic named John Kane www.johnkanepsychic.com
He and I ended up getting along very well and my reading turned into a get-to-know-you type conversation. I asked him how his paranormal experiences began for him. He told me that he was a graphic designer and that he and some coworkers made a ouji board and started contacting spirit. He then told me that a spirit came through who called himself Melm!!! I know I shouldn’t be surprised but I couldn’t believe it. I stopped him and asked him if Melm was a gruff fellow with red hair. He said “yes, exactly. He was gruff. He had red hair, he was from Scotland….”
It was fun to connect with John and to let him know that this spirit is indeed still around him. John is a very approachable and warm man. He gave me a great reading, hitting the nail on the head numerous times. Besides being psychic, he is also opening up to animal spirit communication. He has been doing this work for a very long time. If you are interested in connecting with a deceased animal or having a psychic reading I do recommend him. It is fun to mix it up and get a different type of reading from a different practitioner – John’s your man.
Blessings,
Lesanne
Who Chooses? July 4, 2008
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I have given some very interesting readings this week.
One thing that I wanted to note happened in yesterday’s reading. My sitter’s mom showed up and was sharing information. She had acknowledged their life together and that some of her choices had really hurt her daughter. She was apologizing and letting her daughter know what type of affect these decisions had on her and how she could heal herself from them now. At one point the mom mentioned that she planned “to get it right next time” and I had the sense that they would have another life time together where they were mom and daughter once again.
It was the first time that I can remember receiving a message about a future life time….
It poses some very interesting questions for me:
How would she know that they would have another life time together?
Who decides what the dynamic will be?
Is the dynamic based on the lessons learned and not learned? Did my sitter’s higher self already agree to another life time as this woman’s daughter?
Did I misinterpret what she was saying?
I have started writing questions down that I would like answered from those on the other side. It is an interesting list that I will share at some point. If you have any questions that you can think of email them to me: diveintospirit at gmail dot com
Blessings
Ariel’s father makes contact… June 26, 2008
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This is a verbatim transcript between a father and a daughter. This woman came to me for an intuitive reading. Before she even showed up this energy arrived. After she received her intuitive message her father came back again.
Some readings are much more precise, some are a little more vague. I feel that this is a pretty good example of contact from a loved one…
ME:… do you know a Jeremy or John? Maybe late…
Ariel: Yes, that is who I asked for… late what?
Me: Late forties or fifties…
<<I was seeing this man now. Physically he looked this age. He looked young and vibrant. This was a good time in his life. He was not wearing a shirt – he was sticking out his hairy chest and standing in front of ships/boats.>>
Me:It feels… um…how old was he when… is that who asked for to come in?
Ariel: Yes
Me: What is his name?
Ariel: John
Me: Ok, my whole body just tingled. How old was he when he passed on?
Ariel: He was, I think he was in his sixties, sixty-five?
Me: Did you meet him when he was in his forties?
<<something feels important about the time he is showing me – he feels healthy and vital. maybe the best time of his life?>>
Ariel: He is my father.
Me: Ok, so just let me tell you what I am seeing. Did he have anything to do with boats?
<<He is showing me himself in front of the harbor of ships/boats again – shirt off, chest sticking out.>>
Ariel: <<laughs>> He was in the Navy!
Me: He is showing me a picture of boats with him. And did he have kind of a hairy chest?
Ariel: Yes
Me: OK, for some reason he is showing me his hairy chest
<<I laugh. He feels like a funny guy.>>
Ariel: <<laughter>> “oh daddy”
Me: OK, so I heard “baby girl.”
<<energy didn’t deplete – felt like I got the words wrong. feeling stayed the same>>
Me: Ok, just let me see. Hold on.
<<now he is showing me blue eyes>>
Me: Did he have blue eyes?
Ariel: Yes
Me: He is showing me blue eyes and ooohhh there is so much love there. He is just sending so much love.
Me: Ok, so were you kinda daddy’s girl?
<<I am feeling this “that’s my girl” feeling still. A feeling of deep connectedness with Ariel>>
Ariel: I wanted to be but there was a lot of conflict. He and I both were very strong and we fought a lot.
Me: He is just saying…<<I was getting that same feeling>>… no, he is saying you were always daddy’s girl…I keep getting this baby girl feeling…were you the youngest?
Ariel: No, I was the oldest.
Me:Maybe it was the first born..no…it’s…no… hold on…let me ask him to say it. ok, he is giving me the words, let me see… <<the energy was so strong. he was trying to convey something with feeling and I wasn’t getting it right>>
Me: So it is “darling girl” <<energy let up a bit but not completely>. <<I then heard..>> “you will always be my darling girl”
Me: Did he smoke pipes?
Ariel: Not that I…
Me: I am getting a flavor in my mouth <<also experienced a good feeling and felt pipe smoking>>. Yah, I am getting tabacco-y but it is not cigarettes, like a cigar or pipe flavor.
Ariel: No, he smoked cigarettes more than he did a pipe or
Me: It feels more earthy than cigarettes
Ariel: Yah, I don’t know what that would be
Me: There is definitely smoke. It may be cigarettes <didn’t feel that it was>. Did he really love them? It doesn’t feel like um…<<energy shifts strongly – he is showing me his chest again and then I feel the pressure in my heart area>
Me: Did he die from heart?
Ariel: Yes
Me: Yah, ok, now he is showing me his heart..he is putting pressure on my heart, he is wanting me to know how he passed on. Hold on ok….<<I am seeing three energies – siblings>>
Me: Do you have three other siblings.
Ariel: No
Me: Hmm.. I am seeing three. Like there are three of you.
Ariel: Oh, there are three of us. My sister and then I have a half brother.
Me: Ok. I am getting three.
<energy spiked on half brother. felt distance around him>
Me: For some reason he has some concern, or he wanting, around the half brother. There is some kind of
<<felt distance again>>…Do you talk to your half brother?
Ariel: No. His mother was. It was a very different family.
Me: Ok <father continues to express and show concern about half brother>> There is something about your half brother, and maybe his wife. <<didn’t say it out loud b/c energy was moving fast but felt that there was or will be loss?>>Your father is showing concern around it. He is sending love there.
Ariel: ok, I haven’t talked to my brother in years actually.
Me: I wouldn’t be surprised if somehow you guys are connected again soon. You may find out about him or something. There is something going on with him.
Ariel: I can ask my mother. She is in touch with him.
Me: Ok, good. Let me see what else comes up. <<I started to see the top of a balding head>>
Me: Did he go balding or something, a little bit?
Ariel: My father, did he go balding?
Me: yah…
Ariel: yes.
Me: Ok, for some reason he is showing me part of a bald head
Ariel: Yah, his hair started to thin. I think he was upset about it.
<<I laugh out loud>> <<The feeling I get makes me laugh. This feels funny to him some how. He shows me his chest again.>>
Me: He shows me his chest again, he is sticking it out.
Ariel: Oh that is funny.
Me: He is laughing again. Was he kind of funny?
Ariel: Yah
Me: He has this sarcastic feel, a deep sarcastic laugh, like he can laugh at himself. He is laughing at that. He
laughed at that.
Ariel: So what does he think of me and all my boyfriends? All these men I have in my life? What does he think of that?
Me: I don’t know what this means, maybe it means something to you, I heard, “oh kitty kat.” He is kind of laughing again. There is no judgment.
Ariel: Oh good
Me: He understands that you would expect him to have judgment but there isn’t now. It’s not like that where he is. There is just understanding.
<<energy is now coming strong and fast – I am working hard to slow it down enough to get it and communicate it – now it feels like the message is going to come>>
Me: Ohhhh. Ok, so there is something that he is really sorry about. There was a misunderstanding between you two. I am feeling like there is a disconnect, like an inability to communicate. Ohhhh, you were really hurt. Ok, so there is this feeling of you being really judged by him and him being short tempered and really inaccessible. Ok, not short tempered but..hold on… what is it… curt, not allowing, like you were trying to be more communicative and he wouldn’t allow you to share your feelings. And there is this frustration… Is that resonating at all?
Ariel: Yes, it is.
Me: He is so sorry. This really hurt you. This was really hard for you. And I am feeling like in the end maybe you reached out and he wouldn’t allow it in. Is that correct?
Ariel: I felt there was a healing in the end
Me: <<energy dissipates>> Ok, that was it, the energy dissipates. So that was it. Maybe it wasn’t so much about the end and that there was a healing in the end. He is saying sorry.
Ariel: It was painful.
Me: He gets that now.
Ariel: Why was he like that?
Me: let me ask, hold on, ok…
Me: So I am feeling that it was just his way, that it was part of his journey and his path and he is seeing now how much more he could have loved you fully and he is so sorry for that. <<energy intense again>> He is asking me to make clear though that he is really happy and peaceful now. There is no feeling of guilt or regret, only, its not like he is feeling, um…. He is wanting to heal that with you now so you can more fully love each other now.
Me:He wants you to know how happy he is. It is important for me to say to you right now that he hasn’t been hurting but that he can see…because he hears you…you connect to him and he wants you to be able to express fully to him and to be your joy fully to him because he gets it now.
Ariel: Thank you.
<<energy dissipates feels so peaceful>>
Me: Oh he is happy…ok.
Me: I think he smoked pipe. Since this is coming up again maybe ask your mom about it.
Ariel: Oh he did. At one time in his life he did.
Me: He really liked it and he gave it up but he didn’t want to.
Ariel: That’s right. That’s totally right on.
Me: K. So he is bringing it up again.
Ariel: Isn’t that funny that he would allude to that. It is not something that I connect with him but it is true.
Me: Maybe it is something to say to your mom or something. It felt important to him. It was important to him. And I am seeing you around water for some reason, like a river. Do you go to a river often or something?
Ariel: No, I think of it. I like rivers.
Me: Well, there is something between you two and rivers. I get the sense that he is with you during that time. Maybe you are going to one soon. I keep seeing a river and it is now. It’s not like you are young or something. Your energy is now. Yah… I keep seeing it. Just keep it in mind. It might have some significance for you and you are going to get it. And maybe he is going to make his presence known to you. And he can hear you and you can feel him now.
Ariel: ok
Me: He is pulling back. Is there anything else?
Ariel: No. That was nice. That was nice to have that encounter with him. And I have always felt like a bit of an unfinished chapter in my life…
Kelly’s Reading May 31, 2008
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Kelly found me through the internet. Prior to our session, I knew nothing about her other than she lost a son…
Kelly called me a couple of minutes after 7 my time. I was feeling a little nervous b/c I knew she had lost a son and was deep in the grieving process. It can especially feel like a huge responsibility when reading for someone who is so raw. I was concerned that if her son did not show up it would add to her grief. I said a prayer asking her son to PLEASE make contact for her sake – I requested this last night too. Last night when I requested this I felt and saw (in my mind’s eye) a woman.
This woman came to me at the appointed time of my and Kelly’s phone reading, and when I thought that maybe Kelly was a no show, this woman told me Kelly would call. She told me Kelly was feeling nervous but that she would call. A few minutes later my phone rang.
Kelly and I talked for a couple of minutes. She told me that she was nervous. The woman showed up immediately.
Here is a rough transcript of what was said:
Me: I have a woman here. I see her wearing a hot pink terry cloth bathrobe and fuzzy slippers. She is standing in a kitchen with linoleum floors. She is smoking, a lot. She also has a cup of coffee, I think. Do you know who this is?
Kelly: Yes, my mom.
Me: My chest is tight. I get the feeling she died with something to do with her lungs or she smoked a lot – a lot. Is this correct?
Kelly: Yes.
Me: She is with a little boy. It is NOT your son. I get the feeling that he was her son or grandson, definitely not your son. He is young. Did she have a young child die? Does this make sense to you?
Kelly: Yes
Me: His name is Marc. She wants you to know this and that she is happy. She is taking care of him now and they are both very happy.
Me: She also has a man behind her. He is not coming forward. It is your father. Has your father passed and was he a big man?
Kelly: Yes
Me: Did he have a problem with alcohol?
Kelly: Yes!
Me: Ok, she is telling me that he didn’t treat her well. He was not good to her. She wants you to know that she has forgiven him, that there is only love. That the three of them are together and that it is really good.
Me: Now she is telling me how much she loves you and she wants you to know that you feel alone and are hurting but that she is with you. She is telling me that when she was alive she couldn’t be there for you either. I am getting something but it is hard to describe… it was like she was there but she wasn’t there. She was there physically but she couldn’t be there for you emotionally. She wants you to know that she wanted to be there but she couldn’t and she is sorry.
<<Kelly is emotional and confirms this.>>
Me: I am asking her name but I just am not getting it. What is her name?
Kelly: _____ (I can’t remember what it was.)
Me: No, I am just not getting her name.
Me: She is showing me a locket. Do you have a locket?
Kelly: Yes.
Me: Did she give you the locket?
Kelly: She gave me a cross that I wear with the locket.
Me: No, this is about the locket. Is your son in there? Do you have a picture of your son in there?
Kelly: I have some of his ashes in there.
Me: Yes. She was showing this to you to prove to you it is her. Again, she wants you to know that you are not alone. She is with you. He is fine. He is with you. He is happy.
Me: I am feeling another energy. A sean or john sound. A place where you worked for a long time. Have you been at your job a long time?
Kelly: Two years.
Me: No, that is not it.
Me: I am feeling another energy now. <<I felt so much and so many different things at once that I didn’t know how to start. It was all about this boy’s death>>
Me: Did your son’s death have impact?
Kelly: Maybe.
Me: Was it an accident, car accident?
Kelly: No.
Me: I keep getting accident and my chest feels tight (my throat also hurt).
Me: I am seeing a vast land, outside, brown hills in the back groud. He was a distance from you. Does this make sense?
Kelly: Yes
Me: I keep hearing “Ma”, “Ma”, “Ma.” Did he call you Ma?
Kelly: Yes <very emotional>
Me: I am seeing a necklace, maybe made out of material, with a little cross. Did he have a necklace like this?
Kelly: Yes
Me: I am getting the image of a truck again. Did he drive a truck?
Kelly: Yes
Me: I am seeing him without a shirt on. I keep seeing him without a shirt on. Was he found dead without his shirt on?
Kelly: Yes
Me: I am hearing Paul. Was his name Paul?
Kelly: No
Me: I am seeing two guys. He was with two friends. <<I think his friend’s name was Paul but it felt unimportant so I moved on.>>
Kelly: Maybe, we don’t know.
Me: He wants you to know that his death was an accident.
Kelly: ok
Me: Is your son in his late teens or maybe early twenties. << I was basing this on the feeling of his maturity>>
Kelly: He is in his twenties.
Me: He is showing me a room in your house. Do you have a room – maybe it is in between two other rooms? It is dark like maybe it has wood walls. Do you have a dark bedroom like this?
Kelly: Yes
Me: He is showing me a sibling on the bed. The sibling is sad. Do you have another son?
Kelly: No
Me: You have a daughter. Do she have brown hair? <<I am seeing all kinds of images about the room, kid on bed, trophy on wall, feeling sad, not seen by parent, needing love – it felt symbolic..and then lots more that I describe>>
Kelly: Yes.
Me: Ok, this is about her. She is feeling a deep sadness around his death and how it has affected her relationship with you. She is missing you. She is feeling guilt about being happy when you are so sad. She has something going on or that she is active in that is important to her. She needs to hear that it is ok to have this other thing. She needs you to show some interest in it. He wants you to show her your joy. He wants you to know that it is ok to be joyful and sad at the same time. He showing love towards his sister. Does this make sense?
Kelly: Yes, very much so.
Me: Now he is talking about you two. There was some tension towards the end of his life. He wants you to know that he understands and that he is sorry and that he loves you. Does this make sense?
Kelly: Yes.
Me: I am being shown an image of his father. Did your quarrellings or disagreement have anything to do with his father?
Kelly: Yes.
Me: I keep getting the feeling that he was off being a young man. He needed to do this. Was he out of state or out of your area when he died?
Kelly: Yes.
Me:I keep getting the number X. Does this have any significance to you?
Kelly: Not that I can think of.
Me: Actually I keep getting my birthdate… Is there a birthday or anniversary coming up?
Kelly: Not that I can think of. I will probably remember after we get off the phone.
Me: When did he pass?
Kelly: <<She tells me the date which is this month>>
Me: He wants you to know that he will be with you on the anniversary of his passing.
Kelly: He better be<a little laughter>
Me: He wants you to know that it is ok to be sad. He wants you to know that it is also ok to be happy. He is with you all the time. He is happy and peaceful. He passed on quickly, it was an accident. He is with his favorite uncle. I see a tall man with him. Did have have a favorite uncle that passed on?
Kelly: Yes
Me: Is the uncle’s name Gus, Agustine, Agus ?
Kelly: No. <<she mentions son’s name which is Arus (sp?). I am so happy that he finally gave me his name!>>
Me: He wants you to know that his uncle was there with him when he died and helped him to cross over. He is sending you so much love. He keeps saying the same things about forgiving and loving and that he is happy. He also is mentioning his sister again.
<<I give her the opportunity to say something to him. He lets her know that he can hear her always.>>
As the energies were pulling back I felt compelled to tell her that there was a dog with him. She asked if I knew what it looked like and I said, “maybe brown?” The energies continued to pull back but then the image of a white dog with some darkness on it’s ears came through very strongly. I told her it was important that I let her know the accurate description of the dog. She said “yes, that was important.”
She told me it was “Woofers” the dog that she got when her son was six months old – they grew up together.
She then explained the information I received. Here is a very simplified version of what she said:
Her mother was a chain smoker and did die of lung related illness. She said that she always wore her fuzzie slippers. The reason I kept getting “here, not here” was because she was schizophrenic. She shared about how her father was an alcoholic and not good to her mom. She said she was not surprised that her father stayed back. The child that was with her she believes was the pregnancy that her mom chose to terminate. Her mom never forgave herself for this and they had a long going conversation about it. She wanted Kelly to know that they were finally together and that his name is Marc and that they are happy. All of this information was very healing for Kelly.
She told me that her son was in a town in Alaska that fit my description exactly. Her son’s death was a mystery. At one time they thought maybe it was a homicide which is why he kept saying it was an accident. She has been really grieving the loss of her son and part of that was the guilt she felt about how their relationship was in the end. He let her know that he is with her, that his death was an accident, and that he is happy and peaceful and with his uncle and dog. This was all very important information for Kelly’s healing process.
She told me that her daughter is in the process of planning her wedding and this is what her son was referring to. He wants his mom to show her daughter some joy and interest around this important event in her daughter’s life.
Both Kelly and I have a tendency to feel the joy of knowing that there is life after life and then go right back to questioning. She and I are kindred spirits in this way. There is absolutely no way I could have known any of this information. I hope that it can provide her with some comfort and I hope that it can help me stay in my place of knowingness and gratitude.
Thank you God.
Karissa’s reading 05.18.08 May 20, 2008
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I met with a friend this evening to do a reading. She has had some health stuff come up, and the fear around it has felt bigger than what she feels the situation rationally warrants. She wanted to check and see what, if any, insight Spirit could provide her with.
Personally, I had had an emotionally challenging day and I was a bit concerned that I would have a difficult time connecting.
We talked for a bit. I felt like I was receiving some info.
I heard the name S___ and felt that she was associated with Karissa’s work. I asked her if she knew a S___ from work. She said “yes.” I then went on to describe that I “saw” her as showing up (I felt of her popping up from behind a wall) and talking to my friend. I could feel how Karissa would internally respond to her. I shared with Karissa how I was clearly feeling about this woman and she said this described their relationship perfectly. It seemed to me that S___ was then showing me another woman, or maybe describing herself. I shared the description with Karissa but she didn’t know who it was. I then heard the name “Jamie.”
My friend told me that her coworker, S___, is still alive. I am not sure if Jamie (or whomever the spirit was) was attempting to reach S___, or if I was picking up psychic info to let Karissa know this was really happening, or what. I asked Karissa to ask her coworker about Jamie if it ever felt appropriate – this spirit really wanted to connect.
I am still learning how to distinguish information. Is it psychic info? Is it a spirit that is trying to make contact? I was very happy to get such clear substantial info about S___ (name, coworker, relationship dynamic to Karissa, etc.).
We moved on…
Even before Karissa showed up I keep hearing “Gezepe” (sp?) and would see an Italian man with a mustache. When he was really trying to communicate I saw an Italian man making pizzas. I felt a little silly even mentioning it but I asked her if it had any significance and she said it didn’t. He showed up at least three times during our session. Maybe he is for someone else that I have an appointment with? I just checked in and he isn’t hanging around today.
I felt a couple of other spirits (margaret showed up again). I also remember feeling a Lucas (not sure I mentioned it to her b/c it didn’t feel like it was for her). I did mention one or two others to her but they didn’t resonate. She kept saying, I just don’t know that many dead people.
I felt a very female energy – it felt very maternal, loving. She was standing on some stone steps. I heard a name that started with a P but I couldn’t understand it. I asked Karissa if it was her grandma – she said maybe but didn’t think so and I didn’t feel a shift. I normally feel a response of some sort when there is a connection. I tried to get more info but it wouldn’t come. Then Karissa said, “oh, I know. Is it Pavlina? She was the only one that I hoped would show up.” I immediately felt the presence grow stronger. It felt like there was a strong link. I kept hearing over and over “every time you hear or see me, you will know that I am there.” This made no sense to me and I didn’t want to say it but she kept repeating it so I said it out loud. Once I said this the energy was not nearly as intense – she felt heard. Pavlina had a small white dog with black spots that showed up a couple of times during the reading. When she was leaving I tasted and saw kalmata-type olives (weird).
Karissa asked me about a Kelly. I immediately felt a yellow energy and felt like I couldn’t breathe (only lasted a second). I asked her if her death had something to do with her lungs – felt it was lung cancer. She said yes. Kelly then let me know that there was deep sadness when she passed – she didn’t feel ready and didn’t accept it until the very end. I felt so sad for a few seconds, deeply, deeply sad. I could also tell that she was sticking around for someone. Karissa asked if it was for her daughter but I felt that it was for her husband. I saw blue eyes. I also saw a good looking woman with straight blond hair and a health medium sized build (not sure if I mentioned this to Karissa). Karissa confirmed that there was much sadness at her death -that it was a tragic passing.
We then moved on to her angels. Only one angel showed up. Wow. He was intense. Calm. Blue. Came in like the ocean but even more vast – like the universe. He was so peaceful. When he came in and was communicating there was no outside energy getting through; he was so gentle and strong and powerful. He showed me info about past lives and future stuff for Karissa. This info is what Karissa had come for and it resonated strongly for her. I never remember these messages – I guess because they are meant for the sitter.
Blue Angel had me ask Karissa to lie down. We did a healing. He came in strong. He was telling me what to share. During the reading I was deeply inward watching him move her energy. At one point he told me to sit up and look at her. Her feet and her heart area were glowing, and there was a halo of white energy around the top of her head!! I then went inward again. I was receiving info about her breast, stomach and hip. Sometimes when I do healings I am the one moving the energy. This time I was just witnessing (my eyes were closed). My whole body was buzzing. He told me that this is what Karissa was feeling and to ask her to pay attention to the feeling so she can recognize when he is around (or something like that).
Or session came to a close after the healing session. It was interesting to talk about our different and shared experiences.
Please note: I have changed all the names and omitted any personal info.
Email and Notes from Karissa – 05.18.08 May 20, 2008
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Thank you so much for the reading. I found it fascinating. I can’t wait to
tell Jessica everything. All the underlined stuff are areas that I felt either
really resonated or were uncanny “how she could she know that?” things.
I’m tired I’m going to bed.
Again, thanks. It was enlightening and affirming.
Love,
Karissa
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From the reading, May 18, 2008
<Simone>. Women at work, in a cube environment. Very bubbly. I know someone who fits that description perfectly and actually was in my life recently regarding my health stuff but she is still alive. There was someone who was trying to get to her … maybe a Jamie who wanted Simone to know she is okay.
Kelly. I asked about Kelly, if there was anything she had to say. She said she knew right away that Kelly had something going on with her lungs then said, out of the blue, lung cancer. She also said the general feeling was that she died really sad and that she hadn’t moved on completely because she was hanging around for someone. When I mentioned her daughter, she didn’t seem to resonate with that and when I mentioned the husband she said that was it. She was here for him. Kelly didn’t seem to have any information for me.
Forgiveness. The biggest thing that came up for me was when she had visions from a previous life of mine in which there was torture and abuse and rape and general horror. My husband and children were taken away from me. She cried as she described it and was clearly disturbed by what she was seeing. After the session she told me that I was black and that it was a slavery situation. The amazing thing was that I was able to overcome the pan at the end of my life…that I had lived through hell but managed to forgive. And that I have brought those lessons with me into this life. That was a lesson I learned well.
That rang really true for me. The torture, the bondage somehow relates to my breast thing. Something about the ache of the loss of my children. But more importantly, it explains the utter comfort I feel around the concept of forgiveness. It has always been easy for me and now maybe I understand why. If I could forgive my captors, I can forgive anything.
Blue Spirit. Throughout the session there was a strong, clear, big spirit that seemed to be there for me. She said it was very still and quiet yet so strong it drove away all the other spirits. She said it was the most powerful <angel> spirit she had felt … almost like it was the god source.
Pavlina — she asked if there was someone who was dead with a “p” name. Before the session I had thought but didn’t share about Pavlina, that maybe she would come talk to me. Pavlina didn’t say very much but she knew it was a girl and that she had a maternal feeling. The funny part — she said Pavlina wanted me to know that “every time you see or hear me, you’ll know I’m here” and I see her every day because there is a painting of her in my house.
Future stuff
She saw me as spiritual leader will lots of people hearing my message. The feeling I got resonated with my sense of wanting/needing a bigger stage on which to be who I am. I’ve been saying to myself for months now, “I am meant for more” and this seemed to confirm that it would manifest. She said she saw white light from my feet, heart and head.
She said that as I move into this new life, my relationship with Jessica will change and for the better. She said that Jessica has been more a “mama” role and that that would change for the better. She said it might be sort of hard but that it will be much better and stronger in the long run. She mentioned that there would be money stuff that would come into more balance.
She talked about my current health thing pretty much gone. Almost like it is a non-issue but then mentioned that there is an issue with my stomach. She said it is not gone. Not showing up right now but it will come back. I will have to work through some stuff but it is not too hard and then it will be gone.
Also mentioned something about my hip. That it is not gone either but that I’m not ready for that. She said something about a boy long ago who injured it somehow. Sheep herder??
As I laid down she said to pay attention to the feeling in my body and to remember it because when I felt it again that would mean he is with me. The feeling was an all over buzzy feeling, kinda tingly.
When I asked about a boy in the hospital bed she immediately said “he was tied to it, right?”
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Follow up email:
One other things occurred to me that was right on ….
You knew that the voice in my head was sarcastic. That was amazing because
he is….he has a great sense of humor and an attitude and you knew that.
Cool…
You knew that the voice in my head was sarcastic. That was amazing because
he is….he has a great sense of humor and an attitude and you knew that.
Cool…
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Please note: All names have been changed and personal information omitted.
Preparing for a session with me… May 18, 2008
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Please make sure that you are in a space where you can relax and will not be interrupted.
You may want to have a pad of paper and pen in order to take notes.
At least ten minutes before our reading, please take some time to raise your vibration – meditation, prayer, breath work, etc.
Each reading and healing session is very different. All I do is show up, connect to Spirit, and get out of the way. Whatever takes place after that is up to Spirit. With that said…
What I have found helpful:
Before we begin please let me know if you are hoping to connect with a departed loved one, or if you want an intuitive reading, or a healing session as I do open in different ways for these different types of guidance and connection.
Healing Session:
If what you need is a healing (physically, emotionally, spiritually, energetically) I will spend some time talking to you about it after we have created a link with Spirit.
Talking to a deceased loved one:
If you are hoping to talk to a person who is deceased, please do let me know. However, please do NOT give me any information about that person. I will open and see who shows up. The best way for us to know if we are speaking to the right person is to let them tell us information that confirms their identity and then pass on their message.
This process can sometimes be a bit cloudy because I have to decipher the feelings, names, images, etc I am receiving. I will need your assistance in this; however, we want to be sure that we give the spirit the opportunity to prove their identity to you. This is why that I ask that you not give too much information.
I will ask you to confirm information. Please only respond with a “yes” or “no” unless specifically asked for a piece of information.
Also, there is no way for me to guarantee that who you are hoping to connect with will show up. In order to increase the likelihood that they do make their presence know, please take some time to talk to them before our session, requesting this of them. Our thoughts are vibrations and are definitely heard and make a difference.
Intuitive Reading:
In my experience angels and guides always seem to show up. If you want to ask specific questions about where you are now or about your future this will be your opportunity. However, if part of your path is to navigate the waters of this experience solo then the Angels may guide you look within yourself for the answers.
Please note:
Phone readings are ~45 minutes
In person readings are ~60 minutes
Call: 831.423.6200
Asking for Guidance May 6, 2008
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I receive so many messages – many times a day – that my account of my experience is full of holes. If I don’t write down my experiences I will forget them and so here I am writing them down…
I have been told over and over that one of my next steps is to “work” with Debra (I have a deep love for her but have only met with her twice outside of our circle of women friends and so we don’t know each other that well in the real world). I was told that it will be a symbiotic relationship. She will help me heal my real world stuff and I will help guide her with her spiritual growth.
Finally, after many weeks I let her know that I was receiving this message. She told me that she has been praying for this, asking Spirit to provide her with guidance through an individual.
We finally made a time to meet. I had no idea what we would be doing with one another, nor did she.
When we got together we did a little meditation to connect and invite into our circle the highest of energies. We let ourselves be guided in our process. The first thing we did was share with one another how our spiritual lives had unfolded in the last couple of weeks. I am not going to share all that Debra shared with me as that is not my place, but I will share some of what I expressed to her.
In my communication with Spirit I have shifted from asking “why me?!!?!” to reverentially asking “how can I be of service?”. This has been HUGE, and since this shift so much has been happening!
A couple of weeks ago I was told that I could start to read other people’s accounts of their spiritual experiences. For the last three years I was told not to read about any type of paranormal or psychic phenomena. This was so I could find my own way and so that my experiences would be pure.
I was soooo green when this all started – I didn’t even truly believe that these type of events actually took place. I felt that psychics and mediums believed that they were having these experiences but that they were actually creating the experiences themselves. (Growing up I believed, but not for the last ten years)
So two weeks ago I was given a green light and I ordered multiple books on Amazon about mediumship (but not healing). It was fascinating to read about other peoples experiences, especially John Edward. I didn’t even know he existed – I would love to see his show. It was so great to read about similar experiences, and to also see how different my experiences are with others.
What I got most from JE’s work is how important it is. I think this is why I was directed towards him. I didn’t get just how healing it could be for people to connect with their loved ones again. I started to wonder if this was something I was willing to do**. I asked for guidance… that night I had a dream where I had only two days left to live. It was so real. I experienced each emotion of disbelief, anger, despair, acceptance. It was such a powerful dream. I awoke shaken and couldn’t sleep for hours. I understood how much it would mean to me to be able to make contact with my children after I passed. It was in that moment that I told Spirit that I understood. I understood what a responsibility this is and if this is really happening (again the skeptic) than I need some serious proof. I am willing to do the work but not if there is an ounce of doubt. I need to believe. I need the people I would be serving to know without a doubt that it is their loved one that I am conversing with. I need to be given enough abilities to be able to communicate details that are irrefutable – names, dates, whatever…
When only communicating with guides and angels it is easy to really question yourself. Even when you are given info you normally wouldn’t know, or things move or turn on when you request them to – you can believe in the moment and then later chalk all of that up to coincidence.
So I shared all of this (plus other info I will put in another post) with Debra. After Debra shared about her last couple of weeks, spirit was strong and I started to channel for her. Before she arrived, while I was getting the space ready (lighting candles, praying, clearing energy, etc) I could feel spirits showing up for her. They were so warm and it was so sweet I actually giggled out loud.
She had a teacher show up, really yummy yellow energy. She was told all kinds of info that I can’t remember
After her teacher/guides/angels were done sharing info I felt some spirit that wanted to come through.
One of the requests I made to Spirit was to have people come into my life that I do not know that I could connect for. I want to channel objectively. I don’t know anything about Debra’s past and so I had hoped that some Spirits would show up. Before I started channeling for Debra I let her know about this request and how I only want to receive “yes” or “no” answers from the people I channel for. I want clear confirmation that this is really happening.
Our session went like this (I asked to PLEASE remember!!):
Me: Do you know a Nona? (I heard this name)
Deb: Yes
Me: Is she your father’s mom?
Deb: Yes
Me: She is telling me Square.
Deb: silence
Me: She is saying “Baker’s Square” and she is showing me pies and sweets. Does this make sense?
Deb: Yes!
Me: Was she a single mom?
Deb: No.
Me: Oh, she felt like a single mom? Does this make sense to you?
Deb: Yes.
Me: She is showing me herself in a kitchen near a rotary phone. Her son comes home from school and she is feeling that she isn’t able to give him the attention she needs. She feels guilty about this.
Deb: Yes.
Me: She is telling me that her son needs a lot of love and attention and that you provide this for him. A hole that was created in their relationship, you fill it. (Deb is crying)
Me: She says “Thank you” (Deb sobs for a moment)
Me: She is also telling me that this message is for you, not your husband. She says that your husband isn’t ready to hear about this. Does this all make sense to you?
Deb: Yes.
Me: I feel a Jack – dark hair, blue eyes. Do you know who this is?
Deb: No.
Me: He is associated with a Janet. Not sure if he is for you.
Deb: No.
Me: Ok, lets move on. Do you have any questions?
Deb: I feel my father.
Me: Is his name Rafael?
Deb: Roberto.
Me: He is very blue in color.
Me: Did he die with something to do with his heart?
Deb: Yes. He had a massive heart attack.
Me: I am sensing distance, like he didn’t watch you grow up. There is some sadness about it. He left your mom when you were young, yes?
Deb:Yes.
Me: I am feeling another woman. He left with another woman.
Deb: Yes.
Me: Ok. He wants you to know that he wasn’t ashamed of you. He is proud of you. He wants you to know that he was looking/searching for you before he died. Does that make sense?
Deb: Yes.
I felt the energy pulling back.
Debra and I talked. First we talked about her teacher and guides that came through and some other info she got. I then asked her if she was convinced by the reading she received that it was indeed her mother-in-law and her father.
This what she told me.
“Absolutely. There is no question in my mind.” She then told me that her mother-in-law had been a diabetic and lost her eye sight and her leg. She lived with her and her husband b/c she couldn’t take care of herself. She loved sweets. There was a Baker’s Square within walking distance of their house and Debra would buy her pies as a special treat – and how she loved those pies, even though she wasn’t supposed to eat them. (This made me laugh. This was the first thing she communicated. My guess was b/c it was a clear sign to Debra but I also FELT that it was really important to her – and I clearly knew the feeling b/c I too love sweets! )
Debra also told me that she did indeed feel like she was a single parent as she was the classic 50’s house wife. After she died, no one in her husband’s family felt comfortable sitting with her. Debra sat with her and told her not to worry, that she would take care of her husband. Her mother-in-law was saying “thank you” for doing just that.
Debra then told me that her father indeed had left her mother with another woman when she was very little. In fact, the last time she had seen him was when she was six years old. She had heard he was coming and so she got all dressed up wearing pantyhose, high heels, etc. He asked her to come sit on his lap and said, “Do me a favor, don’t grow up too fast.” She was heart broken. She felt like he was ashamed of her. This was the last time she heard from him. To hear that he wasn’t ashamed of her and that he had searched for her before he died was very healing for her.
After she left I shared this with DH. I was so shocked. DH laughed and didn’t act surprised at all. His response was, “I don’t know why after all this time you are still surprised. I was convinced the first day you came home and shared with me.” This is yet another reason I am so clearly destined to be with this man. 
I am excited. Mostly I am excited that there are actually spirits still communicating with us, clearly. The fact that it is I who is communicating with them feels so big I can hardly even think about it.
I am ready to channel again for someone I don’t know. I am excited to get a good reading but I must admit that if this did all prove to be nothing but my imagination I would yes feel some disappointment but I would also feel some major relief. What a huge responsibility I have been given! Thank you God for that responsibility, but still… it feels huge (and I haven’t even written down all of the healing work I have been doing)!
**When I first stated channeling I had no idea how to filter info or allow or disallow the flow of Spirit. I was like an Open for Business sign. I was receiving soooo many messages and it was exhausting me. I mean really exhausting me – for days I would be so tired all I would want to do is sleep. I found that when I only contacted higher energies (angels, etc) this didn’t happen. So, for the most part this is all I would do. I would occasionally connect with spirits that had passed on but for the most part I stayed in communication with guides and angels.
