Hello lesanne.
Thank you so much for your friend request, you seem to be a very busy lady, but i dont know if you came to me for a reason. I went to john edwards show in sydney just the other week and he gave such great closure to so many people.
Im in a really bad place at the moment in terms of needing to make an important decision, im in counselling but nothing seems to help, if you have any msg any at all any piece of information it may be just what i need thank you for your time you and your work is greatly appreciated.
Alex
take care
Transcript of Online Reading… December 1, 2008
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I recently joined Facebook. It has been so much fun connecting to other like-minded folk. I have received many emails from people asking me personal questions. When I give readings I often talk to the person for a couple of minutes, it seems that by hearing their voice I get a stronger connection with their energy. I thought that I read people by connecting to their energy from hearing their voice.
I guess this isn’t the case. I had a young woman write to me from Australia and I immediately started to receive information for her. I looked at her picture and linked up with her energy – like I do when I do remote healing work.
See our email exchange below:
Hi A,
Thanks so much for the email. It sounds like you are in a real place of transition. I commend you for digging deep and looking for answers.
I connect to people’s energy from hearing their voice. I have never tried to do it via the internet. I wish that I knew how to use the internet to give readings to people in far away lands.
I am actually a professional medium and normally charge for readings but I am feeling compelled to connect for you. I have never read someone by their photo but I will see what comes up when I try to connect with you without your voice:
There are two energies around you 1) older male feels like a father or grandfatjer. he may have smoked pipes? feels kinda tall – not a small man. maybe died of heart attack or had trouble breathing (feel stuff in chest). he feels very loving, protective. I am seeing water/boats…maybe liked to fish?
2) younger female. brown hair (?). she keeps showing me silky brown hair. did she love her hair? i can’t quite understand what she is conveying about her passing – maybe was diagnosed with something but didn’t live long? feels like there was a real surprise factor. sister-friend feeling? feeling something in my stomach area. she was funny. you two would laugh together. sending so much love
~~~
your turmoil is around relationship…two of them. feels like parental and partner.
I don’t see the partner relationship working out based on what I am feeling now. He is young emotionally. Doesn’t communicate well. Jealous? Loves you but will try to push down your natural openness and love of life. He realizes it and feels bad but can’t help himself. If you chose to leave him you will be heartbroken at first but will really grow from the experience. It won’t be long before you meet someone (a little older) who will be such a good fit and absolutely adore you. If you stay in relationship the dynamic won’t shift very much. He is not ready to grow in this way. You are learning to love yourself.
Parents…. is this with your father? stepfather? You have an old block.. resentment of some sort??? This will work out with time. Doesn’t understand you but will grow to accept. Very proud of you although can’t say it very well.
Ok…. my baby is calling.
I have no idea if I was able to connect with your energy or if this is for my next client. Feels like it was for you. Please let me know. I hope it helps.
Sending you so much support in who you are. Times feel tough right now but you will get through this – it is very short lived. Wish we could talk on the phone…
Many blessings,
L
Thanks so much for the email. It sounds like you are in a real place of transition. I commend you for digging deep and looking for answers.
I connect to people’s energy from hearing their voice. I have never tried to do it via the internet. I wish that I knew how to use the internet to give readings to people in far away lands.
I am actually a professional medium and normally charge for readings but I am feeling compelled to connect for you. I have never read someone by their photo but I will see what comes up when I try to connect with you without your voice:
There are two energies around you 1) older male feels like a father or grandfatjer. he may have smoked pipes? feels kinda tall – not a small man. maybe died of heart attack or had trouble breathing (feel stuff in chest). he feels very loving, protective. I am seeing water/boats…maybe liked to fish?
2) younger female. brown hair (?). she keeps showing me silky brown hair. did she love her hair? i can’t quite understand what she is conveying about her passing – maybe was diagnosed with something but didn’t live long? feels like there was a real surprise factor. sister-friend feeling? feeling something in my stomach area. she was funny. you two would laugh together. sending so much love
~~~
your turmoil is around relationship…two of them. feels like parental and partner.
I don’t see the partner relationship working out based on what I am feeling now. He is young emotionally. Doesn’t communicate well. Jealous? Loves you but will try to push down your natural openness and love of life. He realizes it and feels bad but can’t help himself. If you chose to leave him you will be heartbroken at first but will really grow from the experience. It won’t be long before you meet someone (a little older) who will be such a good fit and absolutely adore you. If you stay in relationship the dynamic won’t shift very much. He is not ready to grow in this way. You are learning to love yourself.
Parents…. is this with your father? stepfather? You have an old block.. resentment of some sort??? This will work out with time. Doesn’t understand you but will grow to accept. Very proud of you although can’t say it very well.
Ok…. my baby is calling.
I have no idea if I was able to connect with your energy or if this is for my next client. Feels like it was for you. Please let me know. I hope it helps.
Sending you so much support in who you are. Times feel tough right now but you will get through this – it is very short lived. Wish we could talk on the phone…
Many blessings,
L
Julia has visitors at her healing… August 27, 2008
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I only have a few minutes to write this so this will be a rough entry. I had an interesting experience with one of my clients today that I want to note… (I jotted down some notes in my journal so I may come back to fill in some details)
I have been doing healings with this client for a few months*. I have wondered, although never asked, if perhaps she did not know anyone that has passed on, as no one has ever showed up to communicate with her and this is a bit unusual.
Today, during the hands on healing part of our session, a couple of spirits who wanted to connect with her made their presence known. I felt two very strong male energies and they were both communicating to me at the same time. Because they showed up when I was doing a healing with her, and b/c time was an issue, I asked for specific names so that I could ask Julia if these spirits were indeed for her.
I heard “Paul” and he told me that there was a “Bryce” sounding name associated with him. The other energy was really trying to give me his name but I could not get it – this is mostly what inspired me to write this entry. Because I knew I was not getting his name – it felt so fast I couldn’t even get the first letter I asked one of my guides, Christopher, to help me.
Christopher is a guide that came to me in my development circle a couple of months ago. I have called on him in the past but he has only come to me a couple of times, both times when I was sitting in my circle not when I was with clients. When I first met him he told me that he would help me with names. He said that he would write them out for me so that I could see them clearly. When I couldn’t get the name of this particular spirit I called him and asked for assistance. While I didn’t feel Christopher, I did immediately start to see letters. Each letter was written individually and then disappeared. The letters looked as if they were written in big fat glowing yellow energy – this is not at all what I had expected. I saw the name “John” spelled out.
I thanked Christopher and then told the two male energies that I would connect with them when the healing was done. They passed on a little more info and left. I felt that one of the men died from a heart attack (chest pressure and couldn’t breathe). I also heard “car accident” but felt that was mentioned in relation to someone else (bryce?).
When I checked in with my client she told me that Paul was a close friend who died of a heart attack and that her husband’s middle name was John. It was immediately clear that these were the spirits who were trying to talk to her as their energies became very strong again.
Like before, they were both coming through at the same time. I asked them to please take turns. Paul came through first.
The first thing he did was make clear that he was the one that died from a heart attack (felt it in my chest). Then he wanted me to describe to Julia the way he felt about her. He was showing me how much he cared for her. He expressed a feeling of more than “just friends” but not romantic. It had a slight feeling of possessiveness (in a good way). He obviously cared for her deeply. When I shared this with her she mentioned that he was a bit older than her and he responded and joked about it – “not that much older.” (not in this order) He showed me a pear tree at her friend’s house. He showed me where they lived in relation to one another geographically and how they would both travel to meet and do a group type thing together. He mentioned that he had married a woman with children from another marriage and that two lived with them but three didn’t – then he showed me that they moved out. He made a joke about marrying a younger woman. He felt funny with a lighthearted sarcasm – I struggled with explaining how this felt to my client and she summed it up in one word “rascal”. He let me know that when he passed there was nothing left unspoken between them. He just wanted to take the opportunity to send his love to her. Julia confirmed all of the info – however she is not yet sure what the significance is of the pear tree.
Julia’s husband came through and he was showing me a man. He was showing me his hair and I heard that he looked like Julia. He then keep showing me an enlarged chest. I was describing the vision I was getting to Julia. She mentioned it could be her son. I was not hearing anything – in this case I actually asked Julia her son’s name and when she told me it did not resonate at all. This spirit was not able to give me names through sound for some reason, or I was not able to hear them for some reason. When the name didn’t resonate he started to show me the picture of the man again and the energy was intense. He was making the chest big again, and then he made the legs disappear and distorted the chest. I told Julia what I was seeing and asked if her son was maybe missing a leg or had trouble with them. She said, “no but he has a pigeon chest”. The energy immediately spiked and then dissipated and I knew that he was indeed showing me his son. He showed me distance as if he had been dead for a long time and did not raise his son. He told me that his son throughout his life has talked to him and that he either is really reaching out to him now or he will be soon – and he wants his son to know he is there.
He then showed me the time around his death. He showed me the room he was in prior to his death (hospital like) and that there was a mother energy around with Julia. Julia confirmed that his mom was there too. He conveyed that there was tension between Julia and the mom. At this moment the mom showed up. She gave me the initials to her name and then described what took place between them. She came for to apologize to Julia and explain how she now understood the choices she made.
I then see Julia moving away with her son and the mom staying in the same place. The husband is back. He conveys more info, some of it personal so I will not mention it here.
Julia confirmed everything her husband and mother-in-law had to saw and received healing from the experience. It was clear that her husband primarily showed up for her son. She was able to pass on the message to her son, and it proved to be very timely and healing for him.
This was a good solid reading with a lot of evidential info. I am continually amazed and awed with the beautiful healings that take place. I am also continually soothed and excited by the fact that there is only love.
Thank you God.
*Please note that I only do intuitive guidance readings (psychic readings) for a client every 6 to 12 months – I schedule healing sessions based on what the client’s guides say and so far it has been as many as three times a week and as few as a just one session.
Who Chooses? July 4, 2008
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I have given some very interesting readings this week.
One thing that I wanted to note happened in yesterday’s reading. My sitter’s mom showed up and was sharing information. She had acknowledged their life together and that some of her choices had really hurt her daughter. She was apologizing and letting her daughter know what type of affect these decisions had on her and how she could heal herself from them now. At one point the mom mentioned that she planned “to get it right next time” and I had the sense that they would have another life time together where they were mom and daughter once again.
It was the first time that I can remember receiving a message about a future life time….
It poses some very interesting questions for me:
How would she know that they would have another life time together?
Who decides what the dynamic will be?
Is the dynamic based on the lessons learned and not learned? Did my sitter’s higher self already agree to another life time as this woman’s daughter?
Did I misinterpret what she was saying?
I have started writing questions down that I would like answered from those on the other side. It is an interesting list that I will share at some point. If you have any questions that you can think of email them to me: diveintospirit at gmail dot com
Blessings
Hee… May 31, 2008
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Yesterday I had three wonderful sessions.
My first session turned into an intuitive reading and guidance from his guides/angels. He came specifically to talk about his work – to set intention. He received so much more.
My second session was about healing. It was such a powerful session. Last week I got exhausted from doing healings. I wasn’t worried, as this is my pattern when I open to new levels of my abilities. And then, after I get in my groove I am actually energized by the work. Besides it being just an amazing experience, when my sitter left I was so energized!
My third session was a woman who wanted to make contact with a deceased loved one. It was a beautiful, healing, confirming experience. I am so humbled by this gift I have been given. I am in awe knowing that we can in fact talk to those who have passed on.
SPIRITS DO LIVE ON!!!! THEY SPEAK OF ONLY LOVE THERE!! THEY ARE AVAILABLE. THEY HEAR YOU. THEY CAN MAKE CONTACT. THERE IS LIFE AFTER LIFE!! WOW!!!
My experiences are getting more and more powerful and I am really starting to believe, to walk in truth.
I was so excited by this that I couldn’t fall asleep last night until 1:30 am, and then I was up at 6:00 am. I want to shout from the roof tops.
My pattern is to believe for up to 36 hours and then to start doubting myself until my next appointment. I am booked for almost the next three weeks (I only see clients about four days a week) so I should have plenty of reminders.
I feel different. I perceive events and circumstances differently. I don’t feel so serious. I feel more compassionate. I feel so much lighter and freer. I feel like I can see through people and into their hearts. I feel released from alot of the weight I have been carrying for 36 years. Wow. Is this really happening?
Thank you Spirit for changing my life. Thank you for choosing me and trusting me with the sacredness of this journey. I am truly humbled and awed.
I believe… May 30, 2008
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I am sitting here feeling trepidation about exposing my naked and raw thoughts into the land of blog.
I started this blog for a legion of reasons. One reason being that I still deeply long to find someone else’s experience I can relate to – provide a little normalcy on this paranormal journey. I get glimpses of other’s experience when I read their books but it is never enough. So, one of my reasons was to provide the content that I have longed for myself.
Now that I actually have people reading this thing, and now that I am doing so many readings, I find myself editing my thoughts, which is in fact not what I would want from someone else…and especially not from myself.
So… my unedited version…
The truth is today I am feeling very emotional, teary even. I am not sure exactly why (um, I am having spirits speak to me and through me. something that I used to think only happened in people’s imaginations – what is there to be emotional about!?!?)
If someone told me my story as their own I can almost guarantee you that my inner skeptic’s internal dialog would go a little something like this – “you have to be kidding. you heal people? talk to their deceased loved ones? and you are intuitive too? and there are people who actually come to you for this and then they give you money?!?” <insert mental eye roll>
And then, well, and then there are the times when I remember.
I remember.
And my heart opens. And if I were talking to myself, sharing with myself my own story and experiences it would seem so clear, so understandable, all of the inner searching and needing of validation…
The need to just be heard – understandable. The weight in my chest – absolutely reasonable. The joy and exuberance – you betcha. The insatiable desire for understanding – uh huh. The feeling of isolation – yes. The craving to find someone who knows the answers – not gonna happen but I can understand why I would want this.
Yes, if I were talking to me I would say things like, “What you are going through is such a gift. I can only imagine how it could feel difficult at times. However you feel is perfect. You are obviously where you need to be. Be gentle with yourself. There is nothing for you to do but say “Yes.” You are doing great. You are serving. You are coming from a place of integrity and love. Allow. Allow yourself to feel the goodness of what you are doing. Allow yourself to feel – whatever that looks like. It is ok. You are doing great. I BELIEVE in you.”
I believe.
I am a skeptic…
And…
I BELIEVE!
Who said that? May 28, 2008
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A few weeks ago, when M gave me the green light to read about other medium’s experiences, I read a few books by John Edward, Gordon Smith, Suzanne Northrop, etc…
As odd as this may seem, I was so green at the time that I was learning the difference between a psychic, a medium, etc. I also learned new words like clairvoyant (inner sight), claraudient (inner hearing), and clairsentient (inner feeling and touch). I experience all three.
Even after reading a handful of books, I am still not sure exactly what box I fit into…At one point I thought “trance medium” that sounds right. I think that this is what both John Edward and Gordon Smith call themselves, and I relate the most to their books and experiences so I thought “why not?”.
A few days later I read that a “trance medium” is when spirits actually speak through you, not to you. This is when they actually use your vocal cords. My immediate response to reading this definition was a big “no thank you.” I have no desire to channel in that way. During my first spiritual coming out experience I had a big blue energy trying to speak through me. I did not feel comfortable with this and I did not allow it to happen. I do kind of remember it happening a couple of years ago when I was working with my sister (she is a very connected woman) and when I first started doing healings. Anyway, to say that I had resistance to being a “trance medium” is an understatment.
This evening I did a couple of readings. During one of the readings I was sharing with my sitter some info from one of her Angels. I was describing what I was seeing and feeling, trying to put the two together to give the right message. I knew I was grappling a little, trying to get it just right. When all of a sudden I just kinda let go for a few seconds and then came back to hearing myself speak. I was listening to something being said through me but I wasn’t speaking. I think that only a couple of sentences were spoken but I am not sure exactly. I remember asking the sitter if that made sense to her. She said, “yes, now I get it.” I am not sure if she understood that someone had spoken through me or not. We just kept talking and then it was the end of our session.
I actually felt a bit elated by the experience. I wasn’t scared at all and it sure did make it clear that this is not just my imagination, which is something that I crave. (Yes, I know I should believe completely by now – my skepticism is part of my process somehow.)
When I came upstairs my three year old said “mommy we could hear you.” My dh asked how it went and I briefly said, “it was wild. I think someone spoke through me.” Dh responded, “I wasn’t going to say anything but we could hear you, we couldn’t make out what you were saying, but we could hear you speaking and it wasn’t your voice.” (!!!)
I think I would like to start taping my sessions. Does anyone know a good way to tape phone sessions??
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Moving through the resistance… May 22, 2008
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There is a definite pattern when working with most people…
We either sit down together or connect on the phone, depending on their geographical location. I then take a little time to talk to them, somehow this helps me link to their energy, loved ones, guides, etc..
When people seek out a psychic medium it usually means that they are searching for something: answers, connection, healing…it is rare that someone seeks me out who doesn’t need some type of healing emotionally or physically.
Often times, along with the myriad emotions that they are feeling comes trepidation, anxiety, nervousness, skepticism, and/or sometimes excitement. These emotions are normal – in fact I had them too when I had my first psychic reading about a month ago. However, what I am learning is that they create this sort of energetic barrier that takes time to work through.
Some people’s barrier is stronger than others, and the strength of this energetic wall (for lack of a better term) seems to directly correlate to how clear of a connection I can make, and the level of information I pick up on.
Sometimes when a spirit has passed on that really wants to make its presence known it doesn’t seem to matter whether or not the sitter believes in the process or not – the information just comes through loud and clear. However, whether or not the sitter will take the information in is another matter all together.
I recently had a reading where two spirits came in so strongly. I received tons of images, feelings, even a couple of names. The person I was reading for was not shifting or resonating at all when I shared this info so I suggested we come back to it and move on to what other types of info I received. As it ended up, what he really wanted was an intuitive reading.
After we were done receiving info from his guide/angel/higher self (not sure exactly where the info was coming from) the one particular female spirit came through again but he couldn’t identify who it was. He then admitted to me that he just wasn’t interested in this part of the reading (wish I would have known ahead of time!).
If someone is closed down there is obviously nothing I can do. I have no idea if he knew who I was referring to or not. I did feel sorry for the spirit, she had been making her presence known for days.
What I have also found is that after a few minutes, sometimes less, sometimes more, an energetic shift will take place in my sitter. I think it when the start to feel that I am legitimate. I find them open to the process, willing to receive information, and even eager to help figure out the symbolism that I receive sometimes. I always look forward to this shift – this is when the reading starts to flow.
With the skeptics (and I get it, I am one of them too!) I have found that getting feedback is like pulling teeth. A few nights ago (another intuitive reading) I was picking up some info about a woman. I was seeing her working with animals. I explained this. I saw her working with animals and happy and I saw an energetic alignment with Source. Then I felt that the last three years had been really difficult in regard to her work – I felt struggle. I shared all this and there was no response. I didn’t know if I was totally off the mark, going somewhat in the right direction, or what. I kept repeating what I was seeing and feeling, trying to take it deeper, hoping that at some point something would resonate for her.
I kept getting the same message but she wouldn’t respond. Finally I asked for feedback.
Me: Is nothing resonating for you?
Her: Well, I don’t want to feed you any info.
Me: Hmm.. well, I can understand that but I am not sure if I am going in the right direction or not.
Her: silence
Me: This reading is absolutely for you and if you want me to just tell you what I am feeling and seeing than I can do that. However, I think you should know that what happens is I will get information, often times when I am interpreting it correctly the energy feels intense and I explain to you what I am experiencing. It will stay intense until I am able to express it to you in a way that you get it. After you get the message then the intensity subsides and I get another message.
At this point, I repeat everything I had just said and ask again if it is resonating.
Her: Well, yes actually, I have been very unhappy with the work that I am doing and I have always wanted to work with animals.
At this point I feel something in her shift – the barrier has come down. I started receiving and she continued to validate and help me figure out what was being conveyed.
I am still in process around my intuitive work… this is another post
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