Dive Into Spirit – My Journey as a Psychic Medium

I have been doing phone readings every day this week.

Before I begin the readings I have been taking about a half an hour to unwind, clear my mind, and connect to Spirit. To be completely honest I don’t think this is necessary, however, considering I have two small children it is a wonderful way to get in my personal spiritual connection – and I do feel like the more in the zone I am the easier the info is to access.

A few different things have been happening… I will write about one now.

I have been talking to my main guy (I don’t think Angels are really male or female but they do certainly have that feel, and sometimes they feel both masculine and feminine at the same time).

I decided to write while we spoke so that I would remember. When I go back to look at these notes it often feels like I am reading them for the first time. For the last couple of years, M (my angel and teacher) has been downloading my answers to me. He will use language, and I actually do hear him (up, back and left), when I request this of him.

If I remember correctly, this conversation was a bit of both (word-for-word and brain dump). A tool that I often use, both when receiving for myself, and for others is to ask for guidance in how to explain something or how to put into words that will be easily received (a teacher/mentor/friend suggested that I do this and it has worked very well).

Me: M, sometimes I worry that I won’t be able to do this well enough – that I will give ppl false hope – that ppl will feel that I am trying to be something that I am not. I know, I know, my ego again.

M: Child, hear my voice and know my love for you. Don’t worry about getting it all right. You are getting too far ahead of yourself. Focus on the love. Focus on your heart opening. (I felt my energy shift I was buzzing with love and knowingness – the best feeling!) Yes. This is your place of power. You do not question when you are in this place. Soon you will remain in the vibration. It is only a matter of time.

Me: What about reaching “the many?”

M: You don’t need to worry. Those who are supposed to find you will. You will be carried. It will come in waves – never pushing you too far. Dive into the flow (this was a feeling). Focus on your health. Your connection. Serving, and Joy.

Me: Why don’t you act as a mediary like in the books I have read? (As far as I can tell I am talking directly to people who have died, and to guides/angels, etc)

M: You have a direct connection. You don’t need me in that way.

Me: Who gives me the psychic info?

M: You are receiving that information from your sitter’s guides. (I started to ask questions about psychic info without words) It is given to you in blocks of information. It allows you to read their energies and help guide them. It also lets them see based on their actions and experiences now what would be the likely result to come. It gives them the opportunity for change. It provides them with insight. In some ways you are acting as a channel of love, directly from their guides.

(I asked about the healings and “guides”) No, the angels don’t only facilitate healings, they are often guides as well.

(Not sure what I asked here) Those are the energies you are tapping into.

It was time to call the person for my next session.