Dive Into Spirit – My Journey as a Psychic Medium

I only have a few minutes to write this so this will be a rough entry. I had an interesting experience with one of my clients today that I want to note… (I jotted down some notes in my journal so I may come back to fill in some details)

I have been doing healings with this client for a few months*. I have wondered, although never asked, if perhaps she did not know anyone that has passed on, as no one has ever showed up to communicate with her and this is a bit unusual.

Today, during the hands on healing part of our session, a couple of spirits who wanted to connect with her made their presence known. I felt two very strong male energies and they were both communicating to me at the same time. Because they showed up when I was doing a healing with her, and b/c time was an issue, I asked for specific names so that I could ask Julia if these spirits were indeed for her.

I heard “Paul” and he told me that there was a “Bryce” sounding name associated with him. The other energy was really trying to give me his name but I could not get it – this is mostly what inspired me to write this entry. Because I knew I was not getting his name – it felt so fast I couldn’t even get the first letter I asked one of my guides, Christopher, to help me.

Christopher is a guide that came to me in my development circle a couple of months ago. I have called on him in the past but he has only come to me a couple of times, both times when I was sitting in my circle not when I was with clients. When I first met him he told me that he would help me with names. He said that he would write them out for me so that I could see them clearly. When I couldn’t get the name of this particular spirit I called him and asked for assistance. While I didn’t feel Christopher, I did immediately start to see letters. Each letter was written individually and then disappeared. The letters looked as if they were written in big fat glowing yellow energy – this is not at all what I had expected. I saw the name “John” spelled out.

I thanked Christopher and then told the two male energies that I would connect with them when the healing was done. They passed on a little more info and left. I felt that one of the men died from a heart attack (chest pressure and couldn’t breathe). I also heard “car accident” but felt that was mentioned in relation to someone else (bryce?).

When I checked in with my client she told me that Paul was a close friend who died of a heart attack and that her husband’s middle name was John. It was immediately clear that these were the spirits who were trying to talk to her as their energies became very strong again.

Like before, they were both coming through at the same time. I asked them to please take turns. Paul came through first.

The first thing he did was make clear that he was the one that died from a heart attack (felt it in my chest). Then he wanted me to describe to Julia the way he felt about her. He was showing me how much he cared for her. He expressed a feeling of more than “just friends” but not romantic. It had a slight feeling of possessiveness (in a good way). He obviously cared for her deeply. When I shared this with her she mentioned that he was a bit older than her and he responded and joked about it – “not that much older.” (not in this order) He showed me a pear tree at her friend’s house. He showed me where they lived in relation to one another geographically and how they would both travel to meet and do a group type thing together. He mentioned that he had married a woman with children from another marriage and that two lived with them but three didn’t – then he showed me that they moved out. He made a joke about marrying a younger woman. He felt funny with a lighthearted sarcasm – I struggled with explaining how this felt to my client and she summed it up in one word “rascal”. He let me know that when he passed there was nothing left unspoken between them. He just wanted to take the opportunity to send his love to her. Julia confirmed all of the info – however she is not yet sure what the significance is of the pear tree.

Julia’s husband came through and he was showing me a man. He was showing me his hair and I heard that he looked like Julia. He then keep showing me an enlarged chest. I was describing the vision I was getting to Julia. She mentioned it could be her son. I was not hearing anything – in this case I actually asked Julia her son’s name and when she told me it did not resonate at all. This spirit was not able to give me names through sound for some reason, or I was not able to hear them for some reason. When the name didn’t resonate he started to show me the picture of the man again and the energy was intense. He was making the chest big again, and then he made the legs disappear and distorted the chest. I told Julia what I was seeing and asked if her son was maybe missing a leg or had trouble with them. She said, “no but he has a pigeon chest”. The energy immediately spiked and then dissipated and I knew that he was indeed showing me his son. He showed me distance as if he had been dead for a long time and did not raise his son. He told me that his son throughout his life has talked to him and that he either is really reaching out to him now or he will be soon – and he wants his son to know he is there.

He then showed me the time around his death. He showed me the room he was in prior to his death (hospital like) and that there was a mother energy around with Julia. Julia confirmed that his mom was there too. He conveyed that there was tension between Julia and the mom. At this moment the mom showed up. She gave me the initials to her name and then described what took place between them. She came for to apologize to Julia and explain how she now understood the choices she made.

I then see Julia moving away with her son and the mom staying in the same place. The husband is back. He conveys more info, some of it personal so I will not mention it here.

Julia confirmed everything her husband and mother-in-law had to saw and received healing from the experience. It was clear that her husband primarily showed up for her son. She was able to pass on the message to her son, and it proved to be very timely and healing for him.

This was a good solid reading with a lot of evidential info. I am continually amazed and awed with the beautiful healings that take place. I am also continually soothed and excited by the fact that there is only love.

Thank you God.

*Please note that I only do intuitive guidance readings (psychic readings) for a client every 6 to 12 months – I schedule healing sessions based on what the client’s guides say and so far it has been as many as three times a week and as few as a just one session.