Dive Into Spirit – My Journey as a Psychic Medium

This is a verbatim transcript between a father and a daughter. This woman came to me for an intuitive reading. Before she even showed up this energy arrived. After she received her intuitive message her father came back again.

Some readings are much more precise, some are a little more vague. I feel that this is a pretty good example of contact from a loved one…

ME:… do you know a Jeremy or John? Maybe late…

Ariel: Yes, that is who I asked for… late what?

Me: Late forties or fifties…

<<I was seeing this man now. Physically he looked this age. He looked young and vibrant. This was a good time in his life. He was not wearing a shirt – he was sticking out his hairy chest and standing in front of ships/boats.>>

Me:It feels… um…how old was he when… is that who asked for to come in?

Ariel: Yes

Me: What is his name?

Ariel: John

Me: Ok, my whole body just tingled. How old was he when he passed on?

Ariel: He was, I think he was in his sixties, sixty-five?

Me: Did you meet him when he was in his forties?

<<something feels important about the time he is showing me – he feels healthy and vital. maybe the best time of his life?>>

Ariel: He is my father.

Me: Ok, so just let me tell you what I am seeing. Did he have anything to do with boats?

<<He is showing me himself in front of the harbor of ships/boats again – shirt off, chest sticking out.>>

Ariel: <<laughs>> He was in the Navy!

Me: He is showing me a picture of boats with him. And did he have kind of a hairy chest?

Ariel: Yes

Me: OK, for some reason he is showing me his hairy chest

<<I laugh. He feels like a funny guy.>>

Ariel: <<laughter>> “oh daddy”

Me: OK, so I heard “baby girl.”

<<energy didn’t deplete – felt like I got the words wrong. feeling stayed the same>>

Me: Ok, just let me see. Hold on.

<<now he is showing me blue eyes>>

Me: Did he have blue eyes?

Ariel: Yes

Me: He is showing me blue eyes and ooohhh there is so much love there. He is just sending so much love.

Me: Ok, so were you kinda daddy’s girl?

<<I am feeling this “that’s my girl” feeling still. A feeling of deep connectedness with Ariel>>

Ariel: I wanted to be but there was a lot of conflict. He and I both were very strong and we fought a lot.

Me: He is just saying…<<I was getting that same feeling>>… no, he is saying you were always daddy’s girl…I keep getting this baby girl feeling…were you the youngest?

Ariel: No, I was the oldest.

Me:Maybe it was the first born..no…it’s…no… hold on…let me ask him to say it. ok, he is giving me the words, let me see… <<the energy was so strong. he was trying to convey something with feeling and I wasn’t getting it right>>

Me: So it is “darling girl” <<energy let up a bit but not completely>. <<I then heard..>> “you will always be my darling girl”

Me: Did he smoke pipes?

Ariel: Not that I…

Me: I am getting a flavor in my mouth <<also experienced a good feeling and felt pipe smoking>>. Yah, I am getting tabacco-y but it is not cigarettes, like a cigar or pipe flavor.

Ariel: No, he smoked cigarettes more than he did a pipe or

Me: It feels more earthy than cigarettes

Ariel: Yah, I don’t know what that would be

Me: There is definitely smoke. It may be cigarettes <didn’t feel that it was>. Did he really love them? It doesn’t feel like um…<<energy shifts strongly – he is showing me his chest again and then I feel the pressure in my heart area>

Me: Did he die from heart?

Ariel: Yes

Me: Yah, ok, now he is showing me his heart..he is putting pressure on my heart, he is wanting me to know how he passed on. Hold on ok….<<I am seeing three energies – siblings>>

Me: Do you have three other siblings.

Ariel: No

Me: Hmm.. I am seeing three. Like there are three of you.

Ariel: Oh, there are three of us. My sister and then I have a half brother.

Me: Ok. I am getting three.

<energy spiked on half brother. felt distance around him>

Me: For some reason he has some concern, or he wanting, around the half brother. There is some kind of
<<felt distance again>>…Do you talk to your half brother?

Ariel: No. His mother was. It was a very different family.

Me: Ok <father continues to express and show concern about half brother>> There is something about your half brother, and maybe his wife. <<didn’t say it out loud b/c energy was moving fast but felt that there was or will be loss?>>Your father is showing concern around it. He is sending love there.

Ariel: ok, I haven’t talked to my brother in years actually.

Me: I wouldn’t be surprised if somehow you guys are connected again soon. You may find out about him or something. There is something going on with him.

Ariel: I can ask my mother. She is in touch with him.

Me: Ok, good. Let me see what else comes up. <<I started to see the top of a balding head>>

Me: Did he go balding or something, a little bit?

Ariel: My father, did he go balding?

Me: yah…

Ariel: yes.

Me: Ok, for some reason he is showing me part of a bald head

Ariel: Yah, his hair started to thin. I think he was upset about it.

<<I laugh out loud>> <<The feeling I get makes me laugh. This feels funny to him some how. He shows me his chest again.>>

Me: He shows me his chest again, he is sticking it out.

Ariel: Oh that is funny.

Me: He is laughing again. Was he kind of funny?

Ariel: Yah

Me: He has this sarcastic feel, a deep sarcastic laugh, like he can laugh at himself. He is laughing at that. He
laughed at that.

Ariel: So what does he think of me and all my boyfriends? All these men I have in my life? What does he think of that?

Me: I don’t know what this means, maybe it means something to you, I heard, “oh kitty kat.” He is kind of laughing again. There is no judgment.

Ariel: Oh good

Me: He understands that you would expect him to have judgment but there isn’t now. It’s not like that where he is. There is just understanding.

<<energy is now coming strong and fast – I am working hard to slow it down enough to get it and communicate it – now it feels like the message is going to come>>

Me: Ohhhh. Ok, so there is something that he is really sorry about. There was a misunderstanding between you two. I am feeling like there is a disconnect, like an inability to communicate. Ohhhh, you were really hurt. Ok, so there is this feeling of you being really judged by him and him being short tempered and really inaccessible. Ok, not short tempered but..hold on… what is it… curt, not allowing, like you were trying to be more communicative and he wouldn’t allow you to share your feelings. And there is this frustration… Is that resonating at all?

Ariel: Yes, it is.

Me: He is so sorry. This really hurt you. This was really hard for you. And I am feeling like in the end maybe you reached out and he wouldn’t allow it in. Is that correct?

Ariel: I felt there was a healing in the end

Me: <<energy dissipates>> Ok, that was it, the energy dissipates. So that was it. Maybe it wasn’t so much about the end and that there was a healing in the end. He is saying sorry.

Ariel: It was painful.

Me: He gets that now.

Ariel: Why was he like that?

Me: let me ask, hold on, ok…

Me: So I am feeling that it was just his way, that it was part of his journey and his path and he is seeing now how much more he could have loved you fully and he is so sorry for that. <<energy intense again>> He is asking me to make clear though that he is really happy and peaceful now. There is no feeling of guilt or regret, only, its not like he is feeling, um…. He is wanting to heal that with you now so you can more fully love each other now.

Me:He wants you to know how happy he is. It is important for me to say to you right now that he hasn’t been hurting but that he can see…because he hears you…you connect to him and he wants you to be able to express fully to him and to be your joy fully to him because he gets it now.

Ariel: Thank you.

<<energy dissipates feels so peaceful>>

Me: Oh he is happy…ok.

Me: I think he smoked pipe. Since this is coming up again maybe ask your mom about it.

Ariel: Oh he did. At one time in his life he did.

Me: He really liked it and he gave it up but he didn’t want to.

Ariel: That’s right. That’s totally right on.

Me: K. So he is bringing it up again.

Ariel: Isn’t that funny that he would allude to that. It is not something that I connect with him but it is true.

Me: Maybe it is something to say to your mom or something. It felt important to him. It was important to him. And I am seeing you around water for some reason, like a river. Do you go to a river often or something?

Ariel: No, I think of it. I like rivers.

Me: Well, there is something between you two and rivers. I get the sense that he is with you during that time. Maybe you are going to one soon. I keep seeing a river and it is now. It’s not like you are young or something. Your energy is now. Yah… I keep seeing it. Just keep it in mind. It might have some significance for you and you are going to get it. And maybe he is going to make his presence known to you. And he can hear you and you can feel him now.

Ariel: ok

Me: He is pulling back. Is there anything else?

Ariel: No. That was nice. That was nice to have that encounter with him. And I have always felt like a bit of an unfinished chapter in my life…