Dive Into Spirit – My Journey as a Psychic Medium

A few days ago I received a request from my mom to work on her friend’s daughter (an adult). She has cancer and in two weeks will be undergoing a very invasive radiation. My mom sent me pictures of her friends.

I wasn’t sure if I would be able to connect to their daughter Karen’s energy since I have never met her and didn’t have a pic of her however, when I received their pics it was so easy to connect with their daughter.

When looking at the parent’s pics and ‘connecting’ I felt their sorrow and the depth of their pain. I can’t begin to describe how painful it was. I felt like my heart was imploding. I am getting a lot better at just allowing the emotions I am receiving from others to just move right through me. As a parent, I empathize deeply with their sorrow. I have a rather long list of individuals I am working with right now but (if they want me to) I plan on spending some time giving them healing energy after I am done working with their daughter.

I connected with Karen and it was the first time I experienced someone’s energy in this way. I felt like she had already started to let go. There was a white light surrounding her. There was no energy in her that was focusing on healing her physical body. On a higher level she felt so incredibly peaceful and ready. It seemed to me that she had made up her mind but just hasn’t told her family yet (her parents know that I am working on her and sent a picture but I don’t know if she is aware of it). On a lower energy level there was some fear around her transition and sadness about leaving her family. We worked on replacing the fear with peace – we did a clearing and stabilizing. I wasn’t trying to remove the cancer. I was channeling peace and knowingness (for lack of better way to describe it). When we were complete she was so peaceful. I felt peaceful too.

When I came back I felt a sense of dread. Part of my training is learning what things (colors, experiences, feelings) mean, and part of my learning is how and what and when to share with the people I am working with. In some of the books I recently read a couple of the psychics said that they will give messages regardless of what they receive. My experience is a bit different. I receive so much info, some of it I know is meant to be shared, some of it I am not clear on. I ask for guidance and share what I am guided to share – I very quickly forget the rest.

So here I am with this info that I think will break my mom’s heart, and I know is NOT what her parents need to hear. I sat with it for a while. Finally, when my mom specifically asked me I shared most with her and strongly requested that she NOT to say anything to her friends (which she, of course, would not do).

I was able to share with the peace and love and beauty of the situation. I don’t know if she would be able to convey that to her friends.

Today I connected with Karen again. I was surprised that she wasn’t surrounded by white light. She was in pain physically. We did some clearing and then I was channeling love/god/healing into her. We then focused a little on healing her fear of leaving the earth plane. I didn’t feel like we were trying to fix the problem in any way, just moving the energy so that she felt grace and god and peace. After some time I felt a big shift in her and it felt like she was trying to heal herself. I said “ok, let’s do this then” and also started to focus on the healing. There was a little movement on a level of physical healing – I felt hopeful. She got tired (spiritually? physically?) and we stopped. I will check in with her again tonight to see how things have progressed. Maybe she is changing her mind??

When we were done with the healing there was a tremendous warmth and love was vibrating in the air around me. Michael came in and told me he was so proud of the work I am doing. My eyes welled with gratitude and with love.

Thank you Spirit. I am truly blessed and extremely humbled by your communication with and through me.