Dive Into Spirit – My Journey as a Psychic Medium

I just had a conversation with M that went something like this:

Me: I really want to see you. I feel like I need to not only hear and receive but also see the spiritual world. If I see I will really believe. I swear. All I need to do is see you.
M: You are not ready. It will scare you.
Me: I am ready I swear. I don’t want to mess around any more. I don’t want to second guess myself. Let me see you!
M: If you were ready you would see me. I am here right now.
Me: Where? Are you in or near the glider? Sit in the glider.
M: I am at the glider.
Me: If you are there, then make the glider move.
<<the glider starts moving back and forth and my heart is in my throat and beating heavily>>
M: See. You are not ready.

How many confirmations do I need? When will I believe in myself and Spirit 110%? Seriously, I have more paranormal experiences in one day than most people have in a life time. I have read accounts of people getting a message once – and it can even be a metaphor – and it changes them forever; they believe wholeheartedly forever and ever… I feel envious of their trust..